Distance: 15 miles
Pace: 9:50
Wine: I didn’t open a second bottle, which is
pretty awesome because it is the Friday before Christmas
Aaaaaah . .
. the holidays. Work slowly grinds to a
halt as people tend to the endless shopping and wrapping and card-sending and
party-going. Well, that’s what I think every
December, anyway. And then am shocked
when caught in an avalanche of work leading up to the 25th. Then on top of it, my marathon training is
reaching its peak during the holidays this year, because, you know, I have so
much extra time. So Friday the 20th, I
left work and Husband #1 graciously took the girls to sushi so his crazy-eyed
stressed out wife could unwind a bit. I
jumped at the opportunity to cook myself some brown rice, topped it with soy
sauce, poured a glass of merlot, and started catching up on DVR’d Criminal
Minds. I gleefully texted Slo Jo to tell
her about my well-balanced dinner. She
wondered about protein. I figured the
Godiva chocolate I ate at work (yay holiday gift baskets!) had some
protein. It’s made of milk, right?
(This is totally a nutritionally complete dinner . . . if you ignore the need for vegetables, fat, and protein.)
I had a 15
mile run scheduled for this week. We
were planning to head to the mountains midday Saturday and the girls had a
birthday party to go to at 10:00 am.
That meant I had to run early on Saturday. Very early.
So, on a Saturday, I
got up at 5:15 am and made myself a small latte. I forced down a banana and pulled on running
tights and a neon orange running shirt.
I packed gels into my running pack, filled my water bottle, and set
out. It was dark. Not even a hint of dawn. And it was cold, for Phoenix, at 45
degrees. There was also a "fog warning," though it turns out that means there was a mist hanging over every golf course I passed. No discernible threat to people traveling on actual roads. I also realized as I began
that my MapMyRun app had updated itself somehow and I couldn’t figure out how
to change the coaching function, which was currently set for an 8:00 pace on a
tempo run. Oh well. I set out prepared to be told for the next
several hours I was going too slow.
It is funny
how marathon training changes your perspective.
Three months ago, 13.1 miles was a strenuous distance to be attempted
once a year when there is beer at the finish line. I’ve run that distance or more now for
several weeks straight. I ran 18 miles
last week and felt good, like I could have kept going. So on Saturday, my outlook had noticeably
shifted. “I only have to run 15 miles,”
I thought. Sane people do not use the words “only,” “run,” and “15 miles” in
the same sentence. But I didn’t
care. I was excited. I was actually planning to pick up my pace,
hopeful that I could do a sub-10:00 pace.
I planned a route that would take me by my boxing gym at 9.25 miles,
delighted that when I popped in to say hi and pee I’d “only” have 5.75 miles to
go.
(This is the most memorable image that came up when I Googled "crazy runner." I have not yet reached this level of crazy and do not aspire to it.)
It went
great! I started easy. My first mile was 11:06 and my next two were
over 10:00. Then I pushed myself. I ran so that I could feel myself breathing
hard and sweating, hoping the pace was sustainable. I took my gels and my salt pills as planned
and stopped in at my boxing gym. They
were having “egg nog boot camp” on Saturday morning and I expected to be sorely
disappointed at missing out. Two of my
favorite things! Egg nog and boxing! But
a strange thing happened. I said hi to
everyone and then didn’t even feel a twing of regret at heading back out. I had a goal to meet and was excited to see
if I could do it. Plus, I’m a little
embarrassed to admit I’m addicted to the Jack Reacher series on audio
books. They are cheesy, improbable
fluff. They are, however, fast paced and
Jack Reacher (if you can ignore the fact that he “shrugs” once every three
minutes on average) is a likeable enough guy and fit. Like a human machine. I want to emulate his fitness. It is perfect for running. I hit 13.1 at 2:08:40 – a half marathon PR
(though 9 minutes slower than my January goal). Then I chugged through my final 2 miles
without bonking. I conveniently ended at
a convenience store where I bought a Gatorade to drink on my way home.
As I walked
home, basking in the glow of a good run (hey, I’ve had my share of lousy runs
lately and I’m savoring it!), I started thinking about how far I’d come
mentally since my training began. I’ve
always been athletic, that’s not the issue.
I’ve been running here and there for years, but have never considered
myself “a runner.” I’m not “a runner”;
rather, I run. It got me thinking about
a Newbie Chronicle I read in a recent Runners World. He pondered when one can truly consider
oneself a runner and concluded it is when you have heaps of dirty running
clothes on your bedroom floor. Well, I’ve
had that for a while, but only because I box in running clothes. I still don’t pretend to know where the line
is, but I concluded wherever it is, I’ve crossed it. I woke up hours before dawn, on a dinner of wine and brown rice, squirmed into
neon-colored skin-tight not-cheap running gear, and dutifully left my house on
foot when most normal people were sleeping. I
ran so long the sun came up and then I kept running. I was not concerned about missing boxing (and
egg nog!) for running. And what is more,
I enjoyed it. I spent about 5 minutes
this week Googling future marathons I want to do (Napa March 2015,
anyone???). I think I can finally go
from saying “I run” to “I am a runner.” Happy holidays, everyone! Now go drink some egg nog!
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